“I don’t know, maybe we should… should just stop this…”
“WHAT?” NO! No Dakota, please, you can’t mean that… Please I don’t know how I
could… NO! NO I WON’T LET You!”
It was like a knife being driven slowly into his heart. How could Dakota even think that he
wondered, as he suddenly found the strength to sit up, to yank his hand from out of Dakota’s
grasp as his whole body shook with a mixture of rage and fear. How dare he try that, after
what he had gone through to think that Dakota could even think something like that had him in
turmoil and yet the fear inside knew that all Dakota was doing was trying to protect him.
Well fuck that he thought! He wasn’t some 12 year old kid, he was almost a man and so what
if they found out. Fuck them because what he had with Dakota none of them would ever have, he
knew that in his soul as his body ached from the sudden movement and yet he ignored it,
sitting up and staring down at the surprised Dakota. No, he wouldn’t give up what he had
just found because some fucking assholes were scared of who they were, it was their problem
not his and he wouldn’t let this go, no fucking way would he let Dakota be anything less
than he was to him now. He couldn’t, not if what he felt had been real and he could feel the
throb inside of him, that special ache that he had felt the second Dakota had penetrated his
body and become a part of him. No, this wasn’t going to be his first and last time feeling
that way, not as long as he could breath and the fire in his soul rose up, his eyes flashed
with bolts of anger and passion as he tried to control his breathing, as he tried to formulate
the words he needed to convince Dakota that he was more than able to handle this, that he was
willing to take whatever happened as long as he could be with Dakota.
“You don’t realize how bad it can be Noah. Shit, I don’t want this, God you have to believe me, I wish I could be with you, 24 hours a day every day of the week. I have never felt like this before, never really wanted to be with someone half as much as I want to be with you, please, you have to believe
