“Kind of, uh, this is so weird and yet, fuck Noah I wish we could always be together and
yet…”
“Me too, but we’ll see each other at school, after all we share a locker, remember?”
“Haha, how could I forget, but shit… school… fuck that is going to be hard… I mean
uh, well, you know…”
For the moment all he could think of was what it would be like to have Dakota one more time,
to summon the energy to do it just once more before he fell asleep; but the mention of school
ended his passion and his sudden urge to feel that hard thick pole once more. The fear rose
quickly and he could feel it coming not just from his own mind but he could feel it coming
from Dakota too. God, how could he have forgotten about school and guys like Hector?
“Shit, I don’t know, do you think they’ll find out? I mean if we just play it cool
during the day, they will never know, right?”
Everything grew darker for him as he tried to answer Noah, tried to wonder if he could really
keep his hands from reaching out for Noah each time they saw each other or would his desire
betray them both? Would he be able to hold back from just wanting to grab Noah and hug him and
kiss him or would his need for him put them both at risk? Christ he felt so scared all of a
sudden, knowing that exposure would hurt Noah more than him in many ways. He at least had a
taste of that when it got around about Montana but still, how could he let Noah experience any
of that?
“Fuck, I don’t know, I mean, not like we have a choice really; and yet, shit, I don’t
know Noah, if they do it’ll be fucking hell! If we can keep it between us that will be
fucking hell too, I mean, I just… I just want to be with you, to hold you and stuff, and…
shit I don’t know.”
