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Gay Book 'The Locker'
Copyright © 2004 • All Rights
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what it was that they had shared? He knew one thing, that what he felt for Montana then, and
still, wasn’t the same as what he was feeling for Noah, but how could he
explain it? How?
Dakota “I had to Noah. He was so, he needed to know I loved him, I knew you wouldn’t
understand, but I had to do it, you can’t imagine how it felt… he was so
afraid, so… I just had to is all.”
Noah “But how could you? He had aids…. you could get it now, didn’t you, how could
you?”
Dakota “He was my brother, I loved him. He needed me, I couldn’t let him die without
knowing… I am sorry, I guess you just don’t, I guess you… I am
sorry.”
First he couldn’t take Dakota inside, now he was finding out that Dakota had done it not
only with his brother, but that his brother had AIDS too, and he just
didn’t know what to do. Part of him wanted to run, to just scamper down
the tree and run as far away as his legs could take him. His mind kept
telling him to leave, to run, to escape but something held him, kept him
from giving in to the panic that was raging inside of him.
He couldn’t even look at him, afraid that if he did he would grow to hate looking at
Dakota’s face, at the vision he had of him inside and yet he felt himself
being drawn to him, as if some strange force was taking hold, orchestrating
it all and he hated it, wishing he could have just stayed safe in his nice
little empty world. That was what he really wanted, because all this was so
hard, so tough to understand. His heart ached though as he listened to
Dakota’s voice, hearing the pain in it as well as the defiance and
something inside wanted him to listen, wanted him to try to understand what
could have possessed Dakota that way, or his brother for that matter. How
could he have let Dakota do that if he really loved him?

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