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Gay Book 'The Locker'
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The deep sob startled Noah who turned to see tears rolling down Dakota’s face. His eyes
looked so pained that he grew frightened and he felt he should pull away but
the way Dakota looked, the way his pain was written all over his face was
too strong for his mind, and his heart took over as he squeezed hard on
Dakota’s hand, willing him to hold on. He had never really seen any one
else cry, least not someone like Dakota and while it scared him, he also
knew that something special was happening between them, something that was
the beginning of a bond, of a friendship that he so desperately wanted.
Noah “I am sorry, I didn’t mean to make you cry.”
He wiped the tears away with his free hand as he stared anywhere but at Noah. He didn’t
know why but it had suddenly reared up and hit him square in the face, the
loss he was feeling for a different time, a time when he played sports, when
he had time after school to do things like watch television, like tease his
younger sister or help his mom set the table. Now it was all gone, and he
felt that as much as his time was no longer his, he was empty, lost and
alone when everything around him was so full, so hectic.
Dakota “No, it’s not that, I just miss him, oh shit, I miss him so much Noah it hurts,
that has to be love, doesn’t it?”
Noah “I think so, I am sorry, please, don’t cry.”
Noah wasn’t sure what to do, his heart was trying to reach
out but his mind kept holding him back, kept throwing doubts at him as if
there was something for him to be cautious about, as if Dakota was merely
someone out to use him. He knew it wasn’t true, but seeing him there, his
body trembling from whatever it was he was thinking about scared him. Dakota
was one of the cool kids, and yet sitting there, in his bed he seemed so
fragile, so alone that finally his heart was able to win out. Noah wasn’t
sure what was going on, whether they would ever be more than fuck buds, but
then he knew that wasn’t true either, he had this weird feeling inside,
this
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